Sian.
KnN..Sianz diaoz. Sprain my ankle while playin bike.. -.-" had problem walking liao. fkk. haizz.. sry tat tis few days my blog may have some valguar words out due to some depression.. hope u mind..
Really getting yue lai yue sian on working ler.. acturally wana quit during May.. but lag of money.. bobian.. haiz..continue work loh. In e afternoon while doin fries station, den outside raining, chinsoon suddenly ask me go lobby.. not to clean up the lobby, but to see gals, wet wet somemore =x wahahha. start to being despo again.. JkJk X) hmm got standard, but see no touch, touch mus pay? MyL. hmm.. g0t one quite chio sia.. cute oso. but look kinda ah-lianz. haiz.. see also no use, also not my stead, suan le bah. one day got chance de. but hope god really give me chance....
keep telling myself work untill 3.30pm, so that time passed faster but.. kns, tio extended to 5pm.. wahh kan sian.. haizz.. go back home, play com awhile den fall slp.. slp liao go hav dinner wif family, den meet up wif martinn they all for riding.. due to the last day of 7th mth, all go back home earlyer.. we also dont wanna disturb our "hao xiong di" shang lu..
Haizz.. why me always so suay..where is my "one day"... each day, seeing my friends one by one, had a partner beside them.. some don't look very handsome or chio also got liao.. jus like afew of my friends, just joined a fastfood restaurant, den few weeks later got a crush and successful jio dao liao.. congrats them. den me, dont talk about it. what a shame. Majority of my friends had been through a sweet and warmed journey with their stead.. how about me? always kena say or suan by rumous that i like this gal..tat gal.. etc..blablabla..knn. but if i like her, she don't like me? what can i say? SUAY!!! The most shameful things ever. If she likes me and starts off with a sweet journey, still got things to say or suan them back.. but too bad. Does'n happen. Double Suayness! And kena say rumous again. fukk lah. say loh, like so wad? Unless you can say you nvr like anybody before in your life. But sometimes when saying out who you like, it might make yourself worst.. from very good communications turn to stranger. One of my friend who just kena.. haiz.. feel sad for him and see him on the same boat with me.. Maybe they just can't accept the fact and try to escape. Or they oready had a crush. Haizz.. dont wanna tok abt it liao. yue shuo yue qi. Don't like ANybody the BEsT. Be lonely be single loh.. haizz sian.. this world is getting more and more bored. sometimes thinked of kena hit by car and ended my life, yi liao bai liao. Dont need to stress of anything anymore . bye .
Saturday, September 03, 2005 ; 11:10 PM